TY  - GEN
AU  - Kőrösi,Zsuzsanna
AU  - Molnár,Adrienne
AU  - Hideg,Rachel
AU  - Hideg,János
TI  - Carrying a secret in my heart--: children of the victims of the reprisals after the Hungarian Revolution in 1956 : an oral history 
PY  - 2003///
CY  - Budapest
PB  - Central European University Press
KW  - Hungary
KW  - Interviews
KW  - History
KW  - Revolution, 1956
KW  - Personal narratives
KW  - Children of prisoners
N1  - "Translated by Rachel Hideg and János Hideg"--T.p. verso; E-Book-ACLS / Zugriff nur im DHI-Lesesaal; American Council of Learned Societies/ https://www.humanitiesebook.org/about; Includes bibliographical references (p. [191]-195); The Revolution --; "Uncertainty was part of our everyday life" --; "My father became increasingly important" --; "Get dressed, you're coming with us!" --; A new world --; "My mother left no stone unturned" --; "Life became extremely difficult" --; "It was good that we could say goodbye" --; "There was dad, in prison clothes" --; Communication within the family --; "At home we talked openly" --; "If something becomes a taboo it is gradually buried" --; "Why did she keep it a secret?" --; "I didn't dare open up" --; Stigmatisation --; "Our family was different" --; "The repression was so strong" --; Society and the family --; "We had to stand our ground" --; "The world was divided into the good and the bad" --; The pressure of duality --; "In my case it was pride" --; "I began to be confused" --; Together again --; "When will he come back?" --; "It was hard for dad to get used to everyday life" --; The turnaround --; "I yearned all my life to find him one day" --; "... I felt an unbelievable sense of justice" --; "At last I could visit my father's grave" --; "There is no compensation for so much suffering" --; The legacy --; "It was a hard lesson" --; "They weren't afraid to make sacrifices" --; "I have no desire for revenge" --; "The memory must live on" --; "It is a very important legacy"
UR  - https://hdl.handle.net/2027/heb08608
ER  -